She Was Always There For Me.

The Noble Quran has illustrated it this way “Every soul shall have a taste of death”

SAIDA: The immortal love of my soul and the ravishing memory of my heart. Whose inestimable attachment, heed and warmth of love came to an end was Almighty’s most beautiful and priceless endowment to me. For I will – Certainly I will always crave [badly] for her companionship and in no doubt will always be deprive of – because I’ll never get my Granny back into my life for I had laid her for rest in the eternal space – GRAVE, and the universe is too weak and worthless to bear such a phenomenal soul anew and I – too dimwit to put her on a lone paper.

By Allah I ain’t in my sanity and I have no guts to express that moment when I was taking her to her last abode on my shoulder, inside a livid coffin, wrapped in a colorless garb and holding bulk of tears back into my eyes was extremely hard job I had done ever in my life. I was merely reminiscing those old-gold & beautiful moments I cherished with her. I was musing and musing over her fathomless and invaluable love and care which shall never rain on me for a second time. And POMPOSH will wither away – how can it flourish when the gardener is lifeless.

With Granny I have had an emotional attachment [that’ll last forever], be it sharing things, my studies, my shopping and other daily stuffs I would never do it without bringing her up to date about what the matter be and of course she would habitually irritate me by examining it more than a scientist would examine his or her creation for last spin. My beloved Granny you were the shining star in my seclude life. Your demise has left a great void in me, in my heart and in my life. It has depopulated my world. Phew! Who will examine those things now? Who will take care of my belongings? Who will irritate, love and nurture me like you did? Who?  – – – – NOBODY! And it hurts like anything when I think about you.

“Waloo haa nigaaro be haawai jigar
Tahas gow mea balaa,
mea maa leg’h khabar”

 I Love You [APPA] my Mother, my undying Love. I Love You so – so much, beyond the limits of infinity. I Love You more than my fractured words can convey. And I swear by Allah that your Son will turn that every dream you knit for me in a reality. May your beautiful soul flourish in heavenly spaces! I will miss you forever.