ALFRESCO NIGHT*

The night I wasted in sighs and sorrows
Besotted in the realm of obscurity.
Through widen eyes,
I tried to sketch THY portrait
Beneath the flash of finite stars,
And the quiet rictus moon.
Shivering on the recliner,
muffling myself,
with the flashes from the past.
Secluded in the bosky lane,
Enveloped by invisible articles,
Mere I could hark the dog’s bark,
and visible shooting star.
Has Every wish I wished,
returned back forever.
I toil hard to refrain myself,
Wailed in every orison,
Even my drenched eyes,
Didn’t  make it
Bereaved from Daemons mercy, Nevertheless.
In that Insomniac night,
In the continual tarry of sleep
Missing my damsel that was miles away,
Imagining us together,
Was the only dream I dreamed of
In the absence of myself,
The puffs of the air
shoved me in the times of yore
before the sleep knocked my eyes,
The crackle of dried leaves
Disturb my eardrums
with slight open eyes
I begun  to wonder, in THY Google.
wishing that we were wrapping in each other’s cradle.
on the verge of demise
was afraid of melting & getting trapped,
Before I could reach the new dawn
Tears that refuse to stream down
Fake smiles,
and unreal strength of mine
Am verily splendid dwell outside,
But  Inside a perished village….

A Beseech

There are many talks to say,

And are frozen onto the lips.

Listen to them oh! my compatriots.

Get a load of unheard and unsaid talks of mine.

Nobody in the world is bereaved from carte blanche.

Every soul is thirsty & every heart has a question.

I am stricken with grief.

In a low ebb.

Give me a part of your cheers,

Give me a single flash of hope.

Together let's pull a single rope.

Together let's pull a single rope.......

Pangful Adieu

It was the moment of time,

Inquired by the divine.

 

When thou gave tongue to goodbye,

I fell apart,

Apart from all I had.

To I never opined of,

That it would bound so bad.

Thou brought a sheen in my being.

The way you acted on,

The way you consoled,

And, now the way you left in obscure,

I shall never bypass the instant of it.

 

I'm afraid of being with myself,

Scared of being alone,

Why deity has severed us away?

Can't stand a blink without you.

 

I wailed silently,

I wailed inside of me,

I wailed in agony,

Cause I knew I'll never acquire thou again.

 

These insomniac nights.

Twinkling stars & the quiet moon.

Are still moaning on our alienation.

 

All those memories of you,

Are engraved within my heart.

All those little pretty things you said,

Are forever planted in my head.

 

Do I persist my longings of having you?

When I'm holding onto continual tarry.

I'm wailing cause thou are not here.

I'm wailing cause I'm alone.

I'm wailing cause I know I'll never taste thy Love again.

 

If I could have thou back again.

If I could lose the pang of thy adieus.

I would do just anything;

Anything to make thou see,

To make thou feel.

That I still Love thou with Damn!

 

AMY; Listen to my heart whispers,

You've left yourself inside me.

 

What my eyes are doing, thou want to know?

They are still googling in the bunch.

 

Finally;

Under the endless Firmanent

Catch me I'm falling,

IN LOVE WITH YOU...

SHE-The Lost Elixir.

She might be the face I can’t forget
once who was my pleasure is now regret
the world contains her no more
but is still alive in my hearts core
she was the reason behind my every smile
and now behind the every wail.

 

Hopes aren’t now alive
not even a single flash is present
without thou; gardens are abolished
flowers are wilted and life is absent

Today I felt like a stranger in the world
like a forgotten yesterday.

Life is mine lost the fascinated colors too soon
joys gradually fade away and I am detaining for the moon.
May be the day is coming aren’t;
when the moon obviates this obscure
and time would plays the facetious tone.

I’ve lost the faculty of googling the assassin
who has given me this immortal pain
where I can’t make any gain
and would remains in vain.

I can’t desist myself form thy memories
even I don’t want
How can I desolate them and move on in fain.

 

She was the reason I survive.
She is the reason I am alive.
She would be always talked in the future.
And I will remember her till the end of time.

One soul and one body are destined to be.
The meaning of my life is SHE…

Because It Is Only Thou

I want to flee; I want to hide
from all the pain you cause inside
To whom I relate? To whom I rely?
Nobody to hark, nobody to imply.

Where thou are?
I’m surviving on this lonely land
I’m standing all alone & forlorn
wailing in agony.

The pain I hide is too much to bear
In the eternal sleep I ope my eyes
and the tears rolled straight to the pillow
I caught myself reminiscing the time
the time that we’d spend together.

I was lost inside in obscure
I was sobbing and moaning.
and all I felt was thy absence
I wish I were dreaming
but, I heard the faint acoustic of thy shrieking.

I shrunk myself under the blanket
knowing that I’ll never see thou anew.

The pain is too intense
and the feelings I felt
Is like torture; I’ve faced.

I can’t deal with it anymore
because it was thou who always adore
It was thou inwards who soar
and now all I felt is sore.

How can I forget leave thou behind?
Erase the memories from my mind.
How can I see through thy closed eyes?
When thy hello’s turn into goodbye’s.
How can I desire for another day?
When thou aren’t nigh where we laid.

Neither I can forget thou, Nor I cam shun in see
Because, It was thou who bring out good in me.

It is only Thou, for that I live the rest.
And will do it “TO A T” to get the best...

* Those Days Are Gone *

Phew!
Oh! The days are gone.
The flowery tales & the sweetly rhymes.
The relished morning & the sleepy evenings
Alas! The days are no longer to live again.

I do still remember the time & the things.
The time of childish faith & the things that amaze,
The gleeful game of hide-&-seek,
And the wonderful skits of police & theif.
when companions were only our sibblings & enemies too,
The tussling on the broken toys & the lovely cuddling in the nights,
Oh! The cherished days are gone.

When the pals were only our teddies,
And place was MOM’s lap.
The ravishing Sundays & the horrible Mondays,
Didn’t resemble at all,
Cause the crowded rooms of Sundays & the staid ones of Mondays,
Were too different,
The stupid faith of climbing trees & tumbling onto the greenfields,
Alas! The days are no longer to live again.

The showers I took in the alfresco stream,
Where even small tadpole made me scream,
Adventure that I did so last,
I can’t spell now, that exhausted past.

Grandmom’s ghost stories made I scared.
And the fun of pretending that I ain’t,
All those tricks and pranks I played,
Onces made me glad & now so sad.
Alas! All the blissful days are gone.

Well, now those days have gone.
But the memories are still Linger on.
No more rhymes, No more tale,
Now the time is so tired & pale.
No more game of hide-&-seek,
No more swims in the creek.
Crowded rooms are now totally staid,
Towards the teddies no more attention is paid.
The trees I used to climb are no longer there,
Also the greenfields got barren & bare.

It was the time for that I had born,
All those golden olden days are gone…

* A Walk To Remember *

Still the sound of thy feet is acousting in the ears of mine
and also thy last goodbyes

Those footsteps were making me better
while goodbyes brought tears in the eyes.

I still feel thy head on my shoulder,
and thy hands on mine ones.
And the acoustic of earrings
and thy winsome face in a glance.

 
My heart chaos’s when I go back in the yore
Thy aren’t here, not next to me,
that makes me feel so lost.

Thy came to me like the sunshine
after a thousand days rain.
And brought along such joyous
that wiped away my pain.

Then you left me like the sun at evening
leaves the land.
And shoved me in the pang staking nights
by leaving my hand.

The tears I shed were all belongs to you.
This amazing  pain & that happiness too.

Come & take a walk with me again.
Come & meet me at the past memory lane.

Come and hark my words,
come and hark,
when I first met thy,
I felt like I had known thy forever
Over a period of time
I got to know the real thy.
A damsel [girl] so caring & splendid
with a heart so true.

Come and take a walk with me.
Come and hold my hand again.
Come and wrap thy arms around me
Come and exchange my pain….