SHE-The Lost Elixir.

She might be the face I can’t forget
once who was my pleasure is now regret
the world contains her no more
but is still alive in my hearts core
she was the reason behind my every smile
and now behind the every wail.

 

Hopes aren’t now alive
not even a single flash is present
without thou; gardens are abolished
flowers are wilted and life is absent

Today I felt like a stranger in the world
like a forgotten yesterday.

Life is mine lost the fascinated colors too soon
joys gradually fade away and I am detaining for the moon.
May be the day is coming aren’t;
when the moon obviates this obscure
and time would plays the facetious tone.

I’ve lost the faculty of googling the assassin
who has given me this immortal pain
where I can’t make any gain
and would remains in vain.

I can’t desist myself form thy memories
even I don’t want
How can I desolate them and move on in fain.

 

She was the reason I survive.
She is the reason I am alive.
She would be always talked in the future.
And I will remember her till the end of time.

One soul and one body are destined to be.
The meaning of my life is SHE…

Because It Is Only Thou

I want to flee; I want to hide
from all the pain you cause inside
To whom I relate? To whom I rely?
Nobody to hark, nobody to imply.

Where thou are?
I’m surviving on this lonely land
I’m standing all alone & forlorn
wailing in agony.

The pain I hide is too much to bear
In the eternal sleep I ope my eyes
and the tears rolled straight to the pillow
I caught myself reminiscing the time
the time that we’d spend together.

I was lost inside in obscure
I was sobbing and moaning.
and all I felt was thy absence
I wish I were dreaming
but, I heard the faint acoustic of thy shrieking.

I shrunk myself under the blanket
knowing that I’ll never see thou anew.

The pain is too intense
and the feelings I felt
Is like torture; I’ve faced.

I can’t deal with it anymore
because it was thou who always adore
It was thou inwards who soar
and now all I felt is sore.

How can I forget leave thou behind?
Erase the memories from my mind.
How can I see through thy closed eyes?
When thy hello’s turn into goodbye’s.
How can I desire for another day?
When thou aren’t nigh where we laid.

Neither I can forget thou, Nor I cam shun in see
Because, It was thou who bring out good in me.

It is only Thou, for that I live the rest.
And will do it “TO A T” to get the best...

* Those Days Are Gone *

Phew!
Oh! The days are gone.
The flowery tales & the sweetly rhymes.
The relished morning & the sleepy evenings
Alas! The days are no longer to live again.

I do still remember the time & the things.
The time of childish faith & the things that amaze,
The gleeful game of hide-&-seek,
And the wonderful skits of police & theif.
when companions were only our sibblings & enemies too,
The tussling on the broken toys & the lovely cuddling in the nights,
Oh! The cherished days are gone.

When the pals were only our teddies,
And place was MOM’s lap.
The ravishing Sundays & the horrible Mondays,
Didn’t resemble at all,
Cause the crowded rooms of Sundays & the staid ones of Mondays,
Were too different,
The stupid faith of climbing trees & tumbling onto the greenfields,
Alas! The days are no longer to live again.

The showers I took in the alfresco stream,
Where even small tadpole made me scream,
Adventure that I did so last,
I can’t spell now, that exhausted past.

Grandmom’s ghost stories made I scared.
And the fun of pretending that I ain’t,
All those tricks and pranks I played,
Onces made me glad & now so sad.
Alas! All the blissful days are gone.

Well, now those days have gone.
But the memories are still Linger on.
No more rhymes, No more tale,
Now the time is so tired & pale.
No more game of hide-&-seek,
No more swims in the creek.
Crowded rooms are now totally staid,
Towards the teddies no more attention is paid.
The trees I used to climb are no longer there,
Also the greenfields got barren & bare.

It was the time for that I had born,
All those golden olden days are gone…

* A Walk To Remember *

Still the sound of thy feet is acousting in the ears of mine
and also thy last goodbyes

Those footsteps were making me better
while goodbyes brought tears in the eyes.

I still feel thy head on my shoulder,
and thy hands on mine ones.
And the acoustic of earrings
and thy winsome face in a glance.

 
My heart chaos’s when I go back in the yore
Thy aren’t here, not next to me,
that makes me feel so lost.

Thy came to me like the sunshine
after a thousand days rain.
And brought along such joyous
that wiped away my pain.

Then you left me like the sun at evening
leaves the land.
And shoved me in the pang staking nights
by leaving my hand.

The tears I shed were all belongs to you.
This amazing  pain & that happiness too.

Come & take a walk with me again.
Come & meet me at the past memory lane.

Come and hark my words,
come and hark,
when I first met thy,
I felt like I had known thy forever
Over a period of time
I got to know the real thy.
A damsel [girl] so caring & splendid
with a heart so true.

Come and take a walk with me.
Come and hold my hand again.
Come and wrap thy arms around me
Come and exchange my pain….

Moments Of Joy And Dire...@

Such moments those I never forget
Such moments for those I regret
The time when I was King
No rest,
No Thrust,
And still in joy.
Dreamful nights and the humorous days
The life was really full with gays.
Every time when I was trying to understood
That was my delicious babyhood.

Now come to teen,
and see the scene,
of feeling pain
when the work goes in vain.
Now the nights are no longer the same
nor the days those,
Eyes are widen & the hearts collapsed,
when examinations are very close.
Now I am conscious;
to attain the success.
And struggling for the fruitful results.

And there are no words,
for my unknown future
don’t know how to capture
that is mystery of nature… [09-sep.-2008]

A Walk In The Moon Light***

A walk in the moon light has its own charm
silken rays of moon have a gentle effect of warm.

Gardens looked fairy like & flowers dancing in the rays
 where some bird sleep & someone’s prays.

The moon looked silently upon the earth
but, its effect has the great values & worth.

There was a song, sung by the winds
where my hymning and poetic scene binds.

There was a soothing influence in the night
which blessed us with its better sight.

Lushed peep of moon, luscious the earth
and the tone of it made us the mirth.

How lovely were also the phantoms of the night
whose fear brought us both so tight.

The brighten dialect of the stars became the tongue we speak
the time leaned on that paled the moon’s cheek.

Such redoling moments I never forget.
And the reminiscences of that night make me regret.

The pleasant time that we spend together.
Those memories are fresh even today’s and remain ever… [27-july-2007]

MY SISTER

The way I loved her, for her soul
that bound of love has crossed the roll.

Her thought leads me to the door
Her care, her love gives me the more.

She the reason to live that can’t be taken away
now she enters in my life, she is there to stay.

When she is in my side, the world is filled with life
while in her absence; my days are full of strife.

She is the one who fills my life with laughs & smiles
Her memories in my heart lasts for miles & miles.

She is my angel, my spirit, my soul
So graceful like a sea-amone.

Her success is my desire, her love my need
her nature us unaware of casts & creed.

I love to stare her smiling face
that is full of God’s grace.

I felt so alone in her absence
while the time enjoys in her presence.

I love her from the bottom of my heart
no matter how much she be apart.

Thank You, for being with me “My Sister My Friend”
It’s true that my gratitude for you has no end…