SOMEWHERE

Somewhere staid and secluded
braving the odds alone.
on the verge of demise
as I've lost the amity of thine
like sand slipped through the fingers
like sunken yore
from the life of mine.

Somewhere in the realm of obscurity.
In a real fix of pang
In the desire of thine
My heart has grown fonder
when I bear the past
when all those converstions resound in the head
And;
when I basked care and attention from thee
when I had been giving the reliable tags
Its been long time ago
now all I have
Is a handful of sorrows and abridged appetites.

Somewhere on the brink of creek
beneath the immortal azure
adorned by the finite twinkling stars
and a rictus moon, secluded in between them
like me in the bloc of folks
lost in the poignant musings
and I saw the stream flowing in opposite trend.

Somewhere obviated in me and has dwelled in thee
somewhere where it has way fared gladly.
Somewhere where it is alone and sad
somewhere where things are going good to bad.
Somewhere it is thinking and asking his conscious
how can someone once used to be so close
and suddenly just wave you off with an adieu.
Somewhere where it's on a continual tarry
somewhere where its world fell apart,

Somewhere I must be amiss, somewhere not
it's when I watch thou walking away
and gave me the pendulous to my talk.
Somewhere I'd have ask thou, how we lost it all?
It's when the tears start to fall.
Still there tarrying and clinging the memories
somewhere where from it's not letting thou go.
My heart is whimpering with the pang you caused
I'd have used my breaths that were paused.
I tried alot, that my lips could move to say
the words, Don't walk away, Don't walk away...

SHE WAS THE ONLY LOVE OF HIS LIFE...

He lately got admission in the public school baramulla in the 7^th standard where he got new pals and rang by rang he forgot with whom he had spend almost 10 years of his life. UMERR his name; was the average student till yet his percentage has fluctuated around 70%. But now he is the student of the institute where his maternal uncle is one among his teachers and because of this reason he did start toil and with the passage of time he got 2^nd position with 86% in his class. After winter vacation, he is in ecstasy as he is going to join the new class [ 8^th ]. And now he is enumerated in the bright students in his class. UMERR is shy in real but not an introvert. He is amiable and familiar and much conscious about his hair style, now he has got the nestle and attention of the teachers. Besides an intelligent boy, he is the kind of joy fellow, crazy and idiot typed person and has got the tag of DISTURBING ELEMENT of the class. Love affair is not his cup of tea but is loyal and trust worth pal too. UMERR belongs to a middle class family in District Baramulla and brought up by his Maternal Grandparents. Since his childhood he used to do all his chores by himself. From the little age he is interested in PHYSICS and desperately wants to become a good WRITER and usually he used to narrate his poetry in between his classmates. SAIF is the first and good friend of Umerr in Public School, they are now good comrades. They mostly spend the time with each other and used to sit on the same desk [right next to one another]. SEHAR is the cousin sister of Saif and the intelligent among all girls. God knows why she used to smile while ogling towards Umerr and as usual Umerr used to put down his head in shyness. Umerr used to sit in the second row or boys and Sehar in the first row of girls. And no-one ever saw him talking to or staring at any girl but now he has started talking with Sehar but in presence of Saif. Sehar is a tall, whitish girl with round winsome face with a golden heart.

It was the 3^rd day of week, early dawn grandmother of Umerr got seriously ill, his maternal uncle and Aunt took her to hospital, and because of this catastrophe the meals even the breakfast was not prepared in his home and he went to school with empty stomach and finally when the time came the peon rang the bell for luncheon break, everybody picked up their lunchboxes and leaned towards the lane, where students diurnally used to take their meals. Saif was absent because of his home chore and Umerr remained seclude in his class, keeping his head down and is keenly solving the math’s question. Sehar used to take her lunch with other girls right behind Umerr & Saif as she didn’t see Umerr in the lane, she leaned back towards the class with her lunch box in one hand & the water bottle in the other. Sehar dithery asked Umerr; have you had your lunch? It startles him and he replied only no in the answer and narrates the whole incident on her asking. Sehar walked a few steps and sat right next to him, closed his books, handed over the spoon and told him to eat the food first. Umerr sans narrating anything else ate the food and kept half food in the Tiffin for her and asked her to eat and Sehar ate the rest of food and this was the time when Umerr gazed her with interest and intentionally. And they gossiped in the whole lunch break and finally became good pals. After the next few days changes started to appear in Sehar. In a wee-time they became bosom pals now they used to share everything. One thing was there whom Umerr was unknown of, that Sehar has fell head-over-heels in love with him and there was nothing like that from the side of Umerr. But she was sacred while admitting it in front of Umerr . Time goes on and it was the day after a pretty long time for Sehar when she was going to see the face she used to see diurnally. It was the day when both Umerr & Sehar are going to collect their report cards of board exam. [ 8^th class ]. Umerr & Sehar had got 89% and 83% respectively. What the bliss it was on the cheeks of sehar and umerr was also feeling debonair; both welcomed each other, start gossiping, exchanging smile and frequent glances. Both decided to take their tuition classes from the same tutor. And the winter came, Sehar was not happy as it’d been long time of 25 days when she'd seen the face, she had fallen for. Sehar wants to speak his heart out; she wanted to tell him how much she is changed due to him. She wanted to depict him her notebook where she had scribbled his name. She wanted to ask him whether he had done the same. She wanted to ask him what his giggles and what his care meant. She wanted to tell him how much she loved him & how much she would be happy with him, she wanted to ask him whether he loved her too. But now after tuition classes they both used to go restaurants and coffee shop 2-3 times a week and used to come back in the same buggy as the village where from Sehar belongs to was at a distance of one kilometer adjacent to the village of Umerr .


One day Sehar saw Umerr talking to a girl studying at the same tutor in a nice and friendly way; the moment shattered her inwardly and for awhile razed her dream to be with Umerr. After ending up the classes, she plunged towards Umerr and asks him to step aside; I need to talk to you in a curious way and now while walking in the main market baramulla. Sehar proposed him in  a very modest way while looking down on and intimate him, how much she is madly in love with him & wants to be with him till the end of time, Umerr got shocked awhile as she was unknown of her feelings but when he turn his looks at her the thing that melt his heart and made him fall in love with Sehar was the tears in her eyes and her wistful look. He clenched her hand & rid her tears on her cheek with his handkerchief; with the same footsteps the lunged on & both remained staid. Sehar was waiting for the moment; the moment that is gonna make her life good or worse. But it was really the miracle for her when Umerr nodded YES for her proposal while wayfaring towards their dwells they both were in euphoria. Time moves on Umerr & Sehar were happy in being with each other, there was not a bit bad influence on their studies due to their relation, infact their percentage accretes might be their love has taught them to get rise in love instead of falling in it.

After completing their 11^th examination, Sehar seriously fell ill and it was their last board exam. Of 12^th class and they both were the science students and they had to toil to grape the good percentage. It was the Tuesday’s morning when she buzzed him and asked him to meet. Umerr took his breakfast and got dressed up and went to meet Sehar. When looking towards her face Umerr got scared and ask her the matter & Sehar with wet eyes told him that she is suffering from the serious kind of heart disease and is running on the last stage. And the Doctors have announced a life of month for her. Moreover she told him that they’ve to break this relation and you [Umerr] have to move on, for your kindred’s and urge him to return that everything that she’d gifted to him as soon as possible, she don’t want him to remain wandering in her memories, in the time that was going to end. Phew! What a love she had for him. After harking her words bolt from the blue or earthquake like words might have acoustic less powerful for Umerr to describe the predicament then. He was shattered and his hope of watching her with him in the rest of his life was perished and what Sehar has narrated to him broke him completely now he wanted to tell her let this month be the last of mine too, let’s live the rest of life in this month, let me be with you,let me be with you only, just with you but his lips were paused after listening to her and he couldn’t utter a word back. After consecutive day he passed all the things she’d gifted him to his friend Saif and told him to handover them to Sehar [as Saif already knows about their relation, infact before Umerr because Sehar told him the matter when first moment she felt something for Umerr, when she was scared to admit in front of him ]. This tragedy brought the drastic changes in his life not even a single word stays in his mind sans Sehar. Sleepless nights and mournful days became his pals now.

Finally the day came, Umer was in sopore with his childhood pal Farhan [his neighbour and classmate too] to bring some medicines for his grandfather, it was near around 10:20am when Saif buzzed Farhan and said in a sobbing voice “SEHAR DIED where you are? I didn’t call Umerr” Farhan replied I am in sopore and Umerr is also with me. Are you coming here to attend her funeral Saif said; this conversation happened when Umerr was inside the medical shop and Farhan was waiting for him outside on the bike. Farhan told him that we’ve to go direct to meet Saif. Frahan Lied and said he is ill when Umerr asked him for the reason. And when they came, Saif’s home was just right next to the Sehar’s one. Saif was waiting for him outside the main gate of his home and when Umer saw the hustle and heard the wail acoustics of womens there he went in the state of chaos and asked Saif, what is this all? Where from this wailing sound is coming and Saif replied “Sehar Is No more”. Tears slowly rolled down on the cheeks of Umerr, whole world seemed depopulated for him as Sehar was his only world & to spend the rest with her was his only dream he dreamt of. Umerr swallowed the stern pang for awhile and leaned to the front lane of her home. Some women were bathing her last, some others were preparing the beautiful tidy white grab for her and Umerr was watching and reminiscing the time, the sunken yore they had spend together. Time came to take her for her last journey. Saif’s and Farhan’s hearts were numb too and they got shocked when they saw Umerr supporting the coffin where inside was the corpse of her beloved, he offered the funeral patiently and lastly he put the handful of soil with his fist on her grave, there was the mixture of memories, moments and love they spend, they had and they’ve for each other in the every bit of soil and is gazing her grave staidly with teary eyes. Everyone came back after buried her, even her kindred’s are now happy in their life they moved on but the boy [Umerr] for him SEHAR was his only love, his only world where he find himself alive and debonair and that world was perished unfortunately...



FICTION

The Shades Of Autumn...

Finally, the autumn dapple appears,


On the gloomy leaves

Where the thick  green was,

Colossal bloc of dames & damsels

Garnering  them  for their hearths.

Now, the crackling acoustics of dried leaves

Is wandering throughout the colonies atmosphere.

Daffodiles, Dandelions & the dahlias,

Are nomore there in the sights.

Withal, the bird nests got perished

The trees are no longer verdant,


but  modulated in darker ones.

Look at the green fields & Pastures

They are nomore in the delighful shape.

Beside this, the mellifluous of birds,

Is nomore there to hark.

Ants brimmed their burrows with ripe grains,

and bees stored their honey in luscious cells.

The autumns melancholy dwells,

On the every square of earth.

The sunless shadows of plains,

The scary skeltons of trees,

And the drearily looks of the world,

Seems a hazy picture of sinken nostalgia.

The crimson roses & other blooms of my lane,

Are o’ershaded by shades of autumn.

And the aroma I perceive,

Is weird and dismal.

The hue of descented leaves,

Imitating my eardrums,

Some get buried and burned,

While some others are eaten.

The unattired trees,

and bare pastures.

Are mourning as the storm arises,

Feeble sighs of theirs in wail.

All this unpitying & frowning of autumn

Will lasts till the every winter,

Its bleaked breezes ‘ll blows the autumn,

And desolation shuts and cease the scene…

I Wish You Were Here...

Phew!

I’m standing here staid and seclude.
I’m tarrying in the realm of obscurity.
I’m moaning deep down, in the hearts ravine.
I’m looking for the dwell where anybody I know.
I’m imagining Thou, right here with me.
I’m wishing a wish that you were here.

I’m listening but not any acoustics is there,
I’m competing  with nobody, but  with myself.
I’m wailing in a great loss of Thou.
I’m waiting isn’t anyone trying to find me?
I’m looking for a place, searching in a face of Thou.
I’m calling you for not to leave me here alone.

I thought you’d be here but no,
There is nothing but alone me,
I’m trying to figure out this time,
Won’t you take me by hand?
Won’t you dandle me the way you used to?
Just take me somewhere in the world of you & me.
I’m wishing a wish that you were here.

Oh! The AMY of mine,
You were, You are all is need.
You are and always will be.
That what I live for you & me.

Oh! The AMY of mine,
What I’ve to do, to have you here.
You’d gone away,
What I need, to bring you back.
The hurt is same like an open wound.
I just sit here and weep.
I’ve took my own path,
But still want to be the part of Thou.

I wish you were here
holding me in the lap of Thine.
I wish you were here
to make me feel so debonair.
I wish you were here
To make this obscurity turn into light.
I wish you were here
to be my partner in the competition of you & me versus the world.
I wish for the wish, that I wished since ago,
That I wish you were here…

The Psalm...

Oh! The Almighty of Cosmoses
Eterneties, Aeons
and box and dice....

I Laid down the head,
In the prostration of attrition,
A bawl crop up from acreage,
Your heart is bourgeois,
No remunerates for your prayers,
Not from a blemished heart now,
I Fragen thou
The elucidation of every conundrum
For the sake of Thy Amy's
and acquisition
Deprived exceptions
of my abridged appetites
& bereaved chimeras
are quivering eagerly in my submission brow.

Pleasure of tumult and straits
Their tune consorts with being
and wrabled sounds
secluding in the silent chords of the harp
Each dark misdeed I did
Is shrieking for Thy gracious forgiveness.

Oh! The Lord of immortal Azure
Infinite acres, boundless flora
and the deep uncanny oceans.

In the realm of obscurity
In the time of dusk
I ask Thou,
for the bid of incredible tragedies
Their eternal doom
of being consort
I fragen Thou anew
the rescue from every catastrophe

This awful night & the puffs of air
ain't in accords with another
In the grief of sins
Like my grizzles & unanswered prayers.

I ought to exalt Thou, thank Thou
For not to exhibit my sins
with all my heart
I'll glorify Thy name for evermore Psalm...

A Girl In The Gown

I Gasp
What happens is,
I'm goint to jot her down....

Deep down i feel her.
At my heart's deep ravine.
I close my eyes, I hold my breath.
Trembling in the bleak of winter.
Underneath the cloudy azure,
Beyond the white carpet,
I avowadly said;
I mumble a few words
That I saw the Angel on the Planet.

What the dawn it was,
A GIRL IN THE GOWN
Alone in b/w the hustle of creatures.
She slipped onto the snowy acreage,
Then rushed towards me,
Shivering due to cold & the hustle
She stared for awhile;
And ramble the words ''Oh This Cold''.
While chafing her hands,
I outdraw my anorak.
And muffle her body with it.

Her colloquies, Her warm embrace.
Her wistfull looks, Her gleefull smile.
Her warbled voice, Her selfless care.
Here infinite love, Her perfect treasure.
Was all I felt,
Was all I cherished.
And Is All I want.

While treading together,
She clenched my hand.
With the same foot steps.
We moved on.
I dropped her in the buggy,
and left the dwell.

In the consecutive dawn..
I saw her attired in the nice different way;
On the brink of a river.
The gleam of her eyes.
And the misty envelope.
Looks Like Fairy Angel fell from the heavens.
Her mingle soothed me inside.
All grief got released.
Then after a sudden strange reason.
She left the dwell in the Ire.
And never came back.

And I remained there,
All alone & forlorn.
Waiting for her agonizingly.
Though abundantly crumpled.
As my being was now cimmerian shaded.
Once who used to be sheened.
All she did
All she said;
Was such a pangful.
And the Girl;
A Girl In The Gown.
Was none otherthan my bosom pal....

Epic...[Tale Of Two Hearts]

come I'll tell you the tale,
The tale of two hearts
Remove the veil from my face
Tears are spilling down the cheeks
I shall! I shall get peace by dying.

I still remember it vividly,
A new dawn came in my being,...
That drowned me in the Love of her.
The words that were spoken
remain unsaid;
The emotions that were felt
Quivered eagerly on the ambit of heart.

The gaiety of excitements,
The tears of happiness,
The way I was alive
With joy & elation.
All the way Thou made me feel
As if it were yesterday.

I still remember the time
The time of dusk
A rendezvous of ours
When I was Ill,
Shivering due to bleak,
And Thou wraped me in Thy cradle
The warmth I Felt,
The Aroma of Thy breathes,
Is all I need, Nevertheless.
The words Thou mumble.
In The ears of mine
Are still echoing somewhere,
The words thou narrate, were;
'' Come near me, & Don't ever go away,
Lovingly, Let's drown in depth of this night.
Don't get afraid of anything
I'm holding you tight in my arms,
Forget all the throes & just smile.
Don't Let this time go, We'll treasure every moment,
Come closer, we need to meet, that time is about to come.
Come & Let's get drown in the dreams underneath the blanket of Love.''

Amy Words of thine were touchy.
I'm getting drenched
In the tears of mine. Peer!

Its not possible to narrate,
How notion eneterd my mind.
Once conceived it,
Is now haunting me from dawn till dusk.

Objects there were none,
Passions there were none (Without making you mine)
I Loved & I've lost.
She'd never wronged me,
Never she had given me insult.
For her gold I'd no desire,
I think It was her eyes! Yes It was.
She'd the eyes of a vulture, Pale blue eyes.
Whenever they fell upon me,
My blood ran cold & so by degrees.

Very Gradually;
I've made up my mind now
Not to think of her anymore.
Long fancy I've build
Between me & her memories.
Between me & the zeal of watching her mine.
Between me & everything that we desired together.

In the continual groans & grizzles
Tears are spilling down,
On the bended knees,
I'm shrieking For thine forgiveness AMY.
For not carrying this Intense pang now.
For not hearking the hideous beating of this heart.
And I'm in the gasp of blue...
Adieu...

Friendship...[Box & Dice]

While doodling
scribbling,
The name of thine
my notion's recede
I acquiesce,
It was rendezvous by fate,
It was the gladness of mine...
that i had you,
Although it was not long enough,
that I thought It'd be,
In a wee time
you stayed,
Through Thick and Thin.
The way you exalted,
The way you Fondled,
The way you rebuked,
For the mistake.
All the time we had
was a Love-In
I Elicit,
that your Amity(Friendship) still mean the world to me.
I can't verbalize,
Your amiability,
The way you remained
Amicable in amity.
I'm gonna miss you much.
Your pensive looks,
your selfless care,
your coyness
And even your tattletales.
Wish I could hear that anew.
Just once I could feel,
The dandle of Thine.
You embellished the being
when your jocose crossed the acme,
Tomorrow I may never see,
I elicit, I avow.
That your Friendship means the world to me...

ALFRESCO NIGHT*

The night I wasted in sighs and sorrows
Besotted in the realm of obscurity.
Through widen eyes,
I tried to sketch THY portrait
Beneath the flash of finite stars,
And the quiet rictus moon.
Shivering on the recliner,
muffling myself,
with the flashes from the past.
Secluded in the bosky lane,
Enveloped by invisible articles,
Mere I could hark the dog’s bark,
and visible shooting star.
Has Every wish I wished,
returned back forever.
I toil hard to refrain myself,
Wailed in every orison,
Even my drenched eyes,
Didn’t  make it
Bereaved from Daemons mercy, Nevertheless.
In that Insomniac night,
In the continual tarry of sleep
Missing my damsel that was miles away,
Imagining us together,
Was the only dream I dreamed of
In the absence of myself,
The puffs of the air
shoved me in the times of yore
before the sleep knocked my eyes,
The crackle of dried leaves
Disturb my eardrums
with slight open eyes
I begun  to wonder, in THY Google.
wishing that we were wrapping in each other’s cradle.
on the verge of demise
was afraid of melting & getting trapped,
Before I could reach the new dawn
Tears that refuse to stream down
Fake smiles,
and unreal strength of mine
Am verily splendid dwell outside,
But  Inside a perished village….

A Beseech

There are many talks to say,

And are frozen onto the lips.

Listen to them oh! my compatriots.

Get a load of unheard and unsaid talks of mine.

Nobody in the world is bereaved from carte blanche.

Every soul is thirsty & every heart has a question.

I am stricken with grief.

In a low ebb.

Give me a part of your cheers,

Give me a single flash of hope.

Together let's pull a single rope.

Together let's pull a single rope.......

Pangful Adieu

It was the moment of time,

Inquired by the divine.

 

When thou gave tongue to goodbye,

I fell apart,

Apart from all I had.

To I never opined of,

That it would bound so bad.

Thou brought a sheen in my being.

The way you acted on,

The way you consoled,

And, now the way you left in obscure,

I shall never bypass the instant of it.

 

I'm afraid of being with myself,

Scared of being alone,

Why deity has severed us away?

Can't stand a blink without you.

 

I wailed silently,

I wailed inside of me,

I wailed in agony,

Cause I knew I'll never acquire thou again.

 

These insomniac nights.

Twinkling stars & the quiet moon.

Are still moaning on our alienation.

 

All those memories of you,

Are engraved within my heart.

All those little pretty things you said,

Are forever planted in my head.

 

Do I persist my longings of having you?

When I'm holding onto continual tarry.

I'm wailing cause thou are not here.

I'm wailing cause I'm alone.

I'm wailing cause I know I'll never taste thy Love again.

 

If I could have thou back again.

If I could lose the pang of thy adieus.

I would do just anything;

Anything to make thou see,

To make thou feel.

That I still Love thou with Damn!

 

AMY; Listen to my heart whispers,

You've left yourself inside me.

 

What my eyes are doing, thou want to know?

They are still googling in the bunch.

 

Finally;

Under the endless Firmanent

Catch me I'm falling,

IN LOVE WITH YOU...

SHE-The Lost Elixir.

She might be the face I can’t forget
once who was my pleasure is now regret
the world contains her no more
but is still alive in my hearts core
she was the reason behind my every smile
and now behind the every wail.

 

Hopes aren’t now alive
not even a single flash is present
without thou; gardens are abolished
flowers are wilted and life is absent

Today I felt like a stranger in the world
like a forgotten yesterday.

Life is mine lost the fascinated colors too soon
joys gradually fade away and I am detaining for the moon.
May be the day is coming aren’t;
when the moon obviates this obscure
and time would plays the facetious tone.

I’ve lost the faculty of googling the assassin
who has given me this immortal pain
where I can’t make any gain
and would remains in vain.

I can’t desist myself form thy memories
even I don’t want
How can I desolate them and move on in fain.

 

She was the reason I survive.
She is the reason I am alive.
She would be always talked in the future.
And I will remember her till the end of time.

One soul and one body are destined to be.
The meaning of my life is SHE…

Because It Is Only Thou

I want to flee; I want to hide
from all the pain you cause inside
To whom I relate? To whom I rely?
Nobody to hark, nobody to imply.

Where thou are?
I’m surviving on this lonely land
I’m standing all alone & forlorn
wailing in agony.

The pain I hide is too much to bear
In the eternal sleep I ope my eyes
and the tears rolled straight to the pillow
I caught myself reminiscing the time
the time that we’d spend together.

I was lost inside in obscure
I was sobbing and moaning.
and all I felt was thy absence
I wish I were dreaming
but, I heard the faint acoustic of thy shrieking.

I shrunk myself under the blanket
knowing that I’ll never see thou anew.

The pain is too intense
and the feelings I felt
Is like torture; I’ve faced.

I can’t deal with it anymore
because it was thou who always adore
It was thou inwards who soar
and now all I felt is sore.

How can I forget leave thou behind?
Erase the memories from my mind.
How can I see through thy closed eyes?
When thy hello’s turn into goodbye’s.
How can I desire for another day?
When thou aren’t nigh where we laid.

Neither I can forget thou, Nor I cam shun in see
Because, It was thou who bring out good in me.

It is only Thou, for that I live the rest.
And will do it “TO A T” to get the best...

* Those Days Are Gone *

Phew!
Oh! The days are gone.
The flowery tales & the sweetly rhymes.
The relished morning & the sleepy evenings
Alas! The days are no longer to live again.

I do still remember the time & the things.
The time of childish faith & the things that amaze,
The gleeful game of hide-&-seek,
And the wonderful skits of police & theif.
when companions were only our sibblings & enemies too,
The tussling on the broken toys & the lovely cuddling in the nights,
Oh! The cherished days are gone.

When the pals were only our teddies,
And place was MOM’s lap.
The ravishing Sundays & the horrible Mondays,
Didn’t resemble at all,
Cause the crowded rooms of Sundays & the staid ones of Mondays,
Were too different,
The stupid faith of climbing trees & tumbling onto the greenfields,
Alas! The days are no longer to live again.

The showers I took in the alfresco stream,
Where even small tadpole made me scream,
Adventure that I did so last,
I can’t spell now, that exhausted past.

Grandmom’s ghost stories made I scared.
And the fun of pretending that I ain’t,
All those tricks and pranks I played,
Onces made me glad & now so sad.
Alas! All the blissful days are gone.

Well, now those days have gone.
But the memories are still Linger on.
No more rhymes, No more tale,
Now the time is so tired & pale.
No more game of hide-&-seek,
No more swims in the creek.
Crowded rooms are now totally staid,
Towards the teddies no more attention is paid.
The trees I used to climb are no longer there,
Also the greenfields got barren & bare.

It was the time for that I had born,
All those golden olden days are gone…